did nuttin much except watch tv all day..
reallie thats all that i did today..
its as if i didnt have anymore exams to sit for
when my real exam is actuallie my O levels..
haizzzz..

been thinking..
a Question of the Day for Me: Why do people always get depressed over love???
No reallie..
this is not about me..
its actuallie about erfan...
well was talking to erfan,shah and abg syam
that time..
then suddenly, erf blurted out about death..
hmmm sumtin about why we should continue on
when there's no more rainbows for us to admire,
no comfort zone for us to lean on...
its like we're living in darkness so why shouldn't we
just end it all together??
now i was damn speechless when i heard tis
tho' i knew the reason damn well he's like tat..
its just that erf's a bubbly,gregarious kind of dude..
verieee sarcastic,very kerazee and stuff
but because of a girl ( a girl my friends!),
his life just takes a whole meaning..
meaning of depression i mean..
sometimes i wonder,
why do people always have to hurt the other person?
i mean don't we all have feelings,
don't we all want to share the same happiness together,
don't we want someone we can lean on just in case we feel lyk
falling down..
don't we want all that??
hmm...sometimez i just wonder....
why do people we put our whole hearts out for
just take our fragile hearts and play with it as if its a toy to them..
this is how i see in friendships,relationships,marriage or wad-eva stuff..
its lyk this;
they take our hearts,took care of it with special love and attention
and when they feel lyk they have enuff of it,
they just kick it and bruise it lyk as if it doesn't hurt at all..
i mean....
why?why?why?why?
i reallie wanna know the answer...
and people always say they know everyting..
oh so many questions left unanswered and shelved aside..
haizzz...

but i have a bit to say to all those out there;
Whatever your relationship is,look at it thru the eyes of pure love.
Give that pure love.
It can open doors of bliss and joy that you never knew existed.....
haizzz...
so emo...
never mind,
im tryna think like an 18 yr old remember...
hee...

gotta return to my sofa and
slump myself in front of the Tv...
couch potato for a day.